Lost and all alone

Jag skulle beskriva mig själv som

So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

Stjärntecken

Kräftan

Min kroppstyp är

Stor och vacker

Min längd är

168 cm

Mina ögon är

Blåa

Min etnicitet är

Kaukasisk

Mitt civilstånd är

Singel

Jag har barn

Nej

Jag vill ha barn

Ja

Min bästa kroppsdel är

Ögon

Kroppskonst

Hål… Men bara i öronen

Mitt hår är

Blont

Jag har en eller flera av dessa

Ökenråtta eller Marsvin

Min utbildningsnivå är

Gymnasieutbildning

Min nuvarande anställningsstatus är

Egen-företagare

Min specialitet är

Konst / Musik / Litteratur

Min arbetstitel är

Photographer

Jag bor

Med husdjur

Hemma

Vänner hälsar på då och då

I skolan var jag

Den utstötta

Mitt beteende i sociala sammanhang är

Konstig

Mina intressen och hobbies är

Fiske / Jakt

Att ha kul innebär för mig

Gå på museum

Den idealiska första dejten för mig skulle vara att

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

Jag har alltid velat prova

everything

Mina vänner tycker att jag är

Tramsig

Min religion är

Spirituell men inte religiös

Jag går i kyrkan

Någon gång då och då

Mitt mål i livet är

to be happy...and to someday have a family

På TV tittar jag alltid på

Dokusåpor

När jag går på bio ser jag alltid

Thriller

När jag lyssnar på musik lyssnar jag alltid på

Punk

När jag läser föredrar jag följande:

Jag gillar inte att läsa

Det jag tycker är kul är

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

Vad tycker du är attraktivt?

Omtänksamhet

Vad letar du efter?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

Vilken form av förhållande söker du?

Hängivenhet