Lost and all alone

Ik beschrijf mezelf als:

So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

Sterrenbeeld

Kreeft

Mijn Lichaamstype Is

BBW

Mijn Lengte Is

5' 6 (1.68 m)

Mijn Ogen Zijn

Blauw

Mijn Ethniciteit Is

Blank

Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is

Single

Ik Heb Kinderen

Nee

Ik Wil Kinderen

Ja

Mijn Beste Eigenschap Is

Ogen

Body Art

Piercings, maar alleen in mijn oren

Mijn Haar Is

Blond

Ik heb één of meer van deze

Cavia of gerbil

Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is

Havo

Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is

Zelfstandig

Mijn specialisatie is

Kunst / Muziek / Literatuur

Mijn functie is:

Photographer

Ik Woon

Met Huisdier(en)

Bij mij thuis

Komen er soms vrienden langs

Op de middelbare school was ik

Buitenstaander

In sociale situaties ben ik

Raar

Mijn Interesses En Hobbies Zijn

Vissen / Jagen

Mijn idee van een leuke tijd is

Naar een museum gaan

Een perfecte eerste date is

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

Wat ik altijd al eens heb willen proberen:

everything

Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als

Gek

Mijn Geloof Is

Spiritueel Maar Niet Religieus

Ik Ga Naar Diensten

Een Keer

Mijn Doel In Het Leven Is

to be happy...and to someday have a family

Op tv kijk ik:

Reality

In de bioscoop kijk ik:

Thriller

Als ik naar muziek luister, luister ik altijd naar

Punk

Ik lees graag

Ik hou niet van lezen

Mijn Idee Van Plezier is

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

Wat vind je aantrekkelijk?

Bedachtzaamheid

Wat zoek je?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

Waar ben je naar op zoek?

Vastigheid