Lost and all alone

Widzę siebie jako osobę

So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

Znak

Rak

Mój typ budowy

Duża i Piękna

Mój wzrost

5' 6 (168 cm)

Moje Oczy Są

Niebieski

Moje pochodzenie

kaukaskie

Mój Stan Cywilny to

Samotny/ Single

Mam Dzieci

Nie

Chcę Mieć Dzieci

Tak

Moje Najlepsze Zalety To

Oczy

Budowa Ciała

Kolczyki.. Ale Tylko w Uszach

Moje Włosy Są

Blond

Mam Jedną Lub Więcej Z Tych Rzeczy

Myszoskoczki/Świnka Morska

Mój Poziom Edukacji To

Dyplom Ukończenia Liceum

Mój Aktualny Stan Zatrudnienia To

Własna Działalność Gospodarcza

Moja Specjalność To

Sztuka/Muzyka/Literatura

Mój Tytuł Zawodowy To

Photographer

Mieszkam

Ze Zwierzętami

W Domu

Znajomi Odwiedzają Mnie Okazjonalnie

W Liceum Byłem Uważany Za

Wyrzutek

Moje Zachowanie Społeczne Jest

Dziwna

Moje Zainteresowania I Hobby To

Wędkarstwo/Łowiectwo

Mój Pomysł Na Dobrze Spędzony Czas To

Wyjście Do Muzeum

Idealna Pierwsza Randka To

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

Zawsze Chciałem Spróbować

everything

Moi Znajomi Opisują Mnie Jako Osobę

Zabawny

Moja Religia To

Duchowy, Ale Nie Religijny

Uczęszczam w Nabożeństwach

Raz

Mój Cel Życiowy To

to be happy...and to someday have a family

W Telewizji Zawsze Oglądam

Talk Show

Jak Idę Do Kina, To z Reguły Oglądam

Thrillery

Kiedy Słucham Muzyki, Zawsze Słucham

Punkowa

Gdy Czytam Zawsze Sięgam Po

Nie Lubię Czytać

Mój Pomysł Na Rozrywkę To

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

Co Jest Dla Ciebie Atrakcyjne?

Troskliwość

Czego Szukasz?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

Jakiego Szukasz Związku?

Oddany