Lost and all alone

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So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

Kirjaudu

Rapu

Vartalonmallini on

Iso ja Kaunis

Pituuteni on

5' 6 (1.68 m)

Silmienvärini on

Sininen

Etninen taustani on

Valkoihoinen

Aviosäätyni on

Sinkku

Minulla on lapsia

Ei

Haluan lapsia

Kyllä

Paras puoleni on

Silmät

Ulkonäkö

Lävistetty... Mutta vain korvista

Hiukseni ovat

Blondi

Minulla on yksi tai kaksi tällaista

Gerbiili tai Marsu

Koulutukseni taso on

Peruskoulun suorittanut

Työllisyys tilanteeni on

Yrittäjä

Erikoistun

Taide / Musiikki/ Kirjallisuus

Työ tittelini on

Photographer

Asun

Lemmikin / Lemmikeiden kanssa

Kotona

Ystävät vierailevat satunnaisesti

Yläasteella olin

Syrjäytynyt

Sosiaalinen käyttäytymiseni

Outo

Kiinnostuksen kohteet ja Harrastukseni ovat

Kalastaminen / Metsästys

Käsitykseni mukavasta ajanvietteestä on

Museossa käyminen

Unelma treffini olisivat

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

Olen aina halunnut kokeilla

everything

Kaverini kuvailevat minun olevan

Hassu

Uskontoni on

Hengellinen mutta ei uskonnollinen

Käyn säännöllisesti

Kerran

Tavoitteeni elämässäni on

to be happy...and to someday have a family

Televisiosta katson

Tosi TV

Kun menen elokuviin, lähden katsomaan

Trilleri

Kun kuuntelen musiikkia, kuuntelen aina

Punk musiikki

Kun luen, luen aina

En pidä lukemisesta

Käsitykseni hauskanpidosta on

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

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Mitä etsit?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

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