Lost and all alone

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So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

Zodie

Rac

Tipul corpului meu este

Mare și frumos

Înălțimea mea este

5' 6 (1.68 m)

Ochii mei sunt

Albaștri

Sunt de etnie

caucaziană

Starea mea civilă este

Singur(ă)

Am copii

Nu

Doresc copii

Da

Caracteristica mea cea mai bună este

Ochi

Body Art

Străpuns... Dar numai ureche(i)

Părul meu este

Blond

Am mai multe de asta

Gerbil sau Porcușor de Guineea

Nivelul meu de educație este

Diplomă de Liceu

Starea mea forței de muncă actuală este

Propria afacere

Specializarea mea este

Artă / Muzică / Literatură

Denumirea postului meu de muncă este

Photographer

Eu trăiesc

Cu un animal (animale) de companie

acasă

Prietenii vin ocazional

În liceu am fost

Izgonit

Comportamentul meu social este

Ciudat

Interesele și hobby-urile mele sunt

Pescuit / Vânătoare

Distracția bună pentru mine este

La un muzeu

O prima întâlnire perfectă ar fi

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

Întotdeauna am vrut să încerc

everything

Prietenii mei mă descriu ca

Ridicol

Religia mea este

Spiritual dar nu religios

Particip la servicii

O dată

Scopul meu în viață este

to be happy...and to someday have a family

La TV întotdeauna mă uit la

Reality Show-uri

Când mă duc la filme, mereu merg pentru a vedea

De aventuri

Când ascult muzică, mereu ascult

Punk

Când citesc, eu citesc

Nu-mi place să citesc

Distracția pentru mine este

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

Ce vi se pare atractiv?

Grija

Ce căutați?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

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