Lost and all alone

Mi descriverei come

So I'm Kimberly...I also go by Hilary Star, Tiffany, Isabella and Sophie...no I do not have a different personality for each name. I'm 22 years old. My birthday is the 4th of July...that's right...I'm a firecracker baby lol. There's not really much to say about me. I'm just a chick. I'm pretty shy when I meet someone new, but once I get to know them I'm a pretty fun chick. I hate having naked nails...so I paint my nails every day because I also pick the nail polish off after I'm done painting. I know it's stupid but that's just how I am. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, Dysthymia and Agoraphobia. For anyone who doesn't know what any of those are you can ask or look it up. I also have ADD. But my disorders just make me more unique. I have a sun allergy...so I can't really be out in it all that much. It kinda sucks but whatever. I'm a cutter...and NO I'M NOT EMO!! I'm so sick of people who say that. I was a cutter long before emo was even around. I started cutting when I was 11. I kept it hidden from everyone and then in 2004 I finally came out about my self injury. I don't want nor do I need your sympathy. I am trying to stop but I keep relapsing but someday I do hope to stop completely and find a healthy way to cope with my issues. I love animals. I have 8 dogs, 8 cats, 2 bunnies and a guinea pig. They're not all really mine...I just say they are. When I was 4 or 5 I was attacked by a bunny and it left me deathly afraid of them. My sister had one that scared the bageebees outta me. Then one day I decided to face my fear and I bought one. Now I'm not as afraid of them...but sometimes I still get nervous when I'm around my sister's. I don't really trust people all that much. Too much has happened in my short life to make me feel this way. Almost everyone I have ever trusted has used my trust against me. So I just stopped trusting...well...I do still trust...but it's really hard for me...and like once I let someone in and they do something to hurt me then it's almost impossible to get that trust back. I'm really into art. I'm a photographer. I'm always taking pictures. I think black and white shots are the best. I also do a lot of writing...poems mostly. I have over 200. I write stories every now and then but I don't let anyone but my sister read them. I am currently single and I think I'm going to stay that way for a while. I just can't take the lies anymore. It's too hard. I mean is it so hard to just tell the truth?? I don't think it's that hard but whatever. I can be quite a bitch when provoked...but other than that I'm a pretty nice person. I don't like confrontation. It scares me when people yell at me. So I guess this is about all there is about me...I'm sure there is more but I can't remember so oh well. If there's anything else you would like to know don't be afraid to ask.

Segno zodiacale

Cancro

La mia corporatura è

Grande e Bello

La mia altezza è

5' 6 (1.68 m)

I miei occhi sono

Azzurri

La mia etnia è

Caucasico

Il mio stato civile è

Single

Ho Figli

No

Voglio figli

Sì

Le mie caratteristiche migliori sono

Occhi

Body Art

Piercing…ma solo all'orecchio

I Miei capelli sono

Biondo

Ho una o più di queste

Criceti o Porcellino di Guinea

Il mio livello di istruzione è

Terza media

La mia situazione lavorativa è

Autonomo

La mia specializzazione è

Arte/ Musica / Letteratura

La mia professione è

Photographer

Vivo

Con animali domestici

A casa

Visite occasionali di amici

Tornando alle Superiori, Ero

Emarginato

Il mio comportamento sociale è

Strano

I miei interessi e Hobby sono

Caccia/ Pesca

Tempo speso bene secondo me:

Andare a un museo

Un primo appuntamento ideale è

i dont know...just hanging out and getting to know each other

Ho sempre voluto provare

everything

I miei amici mi descrivono come

Goffo

La mia religione è

Spirituale ma non religioso

Partecipo alle Funzioni

Una volta

I mie obiettivi nella vita sono

to be happy...and to someday have a family

In televisione guardo sempre

Reality

Quando vado al cinema vado sempre a vedere

Thriller

Quando ascolto musica ascolto sempre

Punk

Quando leggo, leggo sempre

Non mi piace leggere

La mia idea di divertimento è

I like to hang out with friend, write, take pictures, go to movies, sing...i don't know...just stuff

Cosa trovi attraente?

Profondità

Cosa cerchi?

I dont really look for anything. All I want is for someone to like me for who I am and not try to change me.

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